I had already concluded that the socialism and communism are wrong so that there is no way I would join the left extremist movement. However, they were not able to understand how I was thinking so that they brought a hijacker of Japan Red Army with an assumption that I was happy to talk to him. As a matter of fact, he was just a criminal to me, even though he was a hero to the extremist who arranged this meeting.
They had not understood this fact for a long time. I have been a proponent of the classical liberalism since the high teen, a true believer of the freedom, democracy and capitalism, which means it has been impossible to convert my idea to theirs even with any brainwashes.
I added another tens of thousands hours for the theoretical study and practice of my philosophy that it becomes harder to crack me down. That was why they failed to brainwash me in the last five years as well, even though they tried it many hours every day. I am one the best ideologue of the freedom, democracy and capitalism, at least in Japan, so that it is impossible for them to convert me, logically.
They might have already realized the conversion is improbable until now, while I have fully realized that there have been many left extremists amongst the electromagnetic wave operatives, as there has been really a brainwash against me to convert to a Marxist, even though always failed.
It is the only Japan communist party that really understands I would not become one of them, as they actually asked my father to invite me. As said, I saw several senior party members of the prefecture level, and I am pretty much sure they have recognized me since I was a junior high school student. It meant that they knew who I was.
Adding to this, I talked several times to a leader of the juvie organization of the communist party in my university. Looking back from now, he fully understood who I was, though I did not understand how the information was circulated in those days.
I have believed their ideal is just wrong, but I am not allergic to the leftist activity so that there is no problem for me to talk to them. At least, I know the majority of their party members are innocent people to avoid any criminal activities.
On the other hand, I have recognized that the left extremist is a criminal, hence there is no intention to talk to them. They might not have understood my true nature, but the communist party should have known that I have been denying their ideal, which means the communist party is a witness that I have never been a Marxist.
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